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I was walking tensed. An unknown,
yet very strangely, familiar sensation was running through my body, only I did
not know to put a name to it. I was walking through the high ceilinged corridors.
It was dark, you could see light at the end of the tunnel-like dark pathway on
either ends, confirming that it was day time. Suddenly it began to rain and
strangely enough my shoes and the hemline of my pants were dripping wet. I hate
the sensation. No, not that I don’t love the rains, I hate the feeling of wet
socks. It makes me squirm uncomfortably wherever I sit.
I
walked towards my classroom without knowing where it is. But I knew
that the direction I was taking is correct. Leaving a trail of water droplets
which eventually get mangled with my muddy foot print, I climbed up a few
stairs. The stairs were a story in themselves as one would wonder if they were
built in the Elizabethan ages of England. Tall , made of stones, dark at the
places where they twist and turn , enough to demand a light bulb, if not an
ancient torch of flame, the stairs made a perfect piece of antique.
I
reached the corridor where my classes were held, and started walking a bit
more. I hate walking this long. I remember how, last year, the class room was at
the ground floor and much walking need not be done. With all this body weight,
this daily journey to my class room will become quite cumbersome. But then, it
will be some sort of an exercise. Who knows, I may grow thin in an year or so.
When
I approached my classroom I could sense that the door was not yet opened, for a
large number of students were standing outside. Some, with their raincoat, which
covered their hefty school bags, giving them a silhouette of a crooked man from
those fairy tales we read, on. Some were on the process of folding these
synthetic beauties into their covers, and a few, complaining how the rain had
spoiled the shine of their new note book by seeping through their bright new
multi-coloured bags.
I
was stunned, if not shocked to see Prasad there. It is impossible. Where am I?
This is not the way thing are supposed to happen. Time spans have mixed themselves up
graciously, to give a very absurd picture.
I am not supposed to meet Prasad for another 3 or 4 years I guess. Yet
there he was, in all his ever commonplace unassuming simple normal presence. That’s
the one thing I like about him. He used to be this ever pervasive irritating
git. But 4, sorry, 5 years of college education has changed the boy into
something I could never dislike at all.
I
looked around and could see not a single familiar face other than that of my
high school friend’s. Apprehensive of the strange majority, I rushed towards
the only known person there. But Prasad, it seems, is not recognizing me. Is he
feigning ignorance? He introduced himself to be Vinod or Santosh or some
crackpot name. I did not deny. I did not even tell him that he looked like Prasad.
I accepted his name and shook hands as if we were meeting for the first time,
not without a reason. The boy, who
looks like Prasad, he is different. He talks different. No, the way he walks is
the same. His gestures are different though. May be. I did not notice his
gestures. But I sensed that he is not Prasad.
I went inside,
and I saw a huge class room, enormous one, having many benches and desks. Each
can hold 3 students. Usually I rush t o get the front bench. But I was lost in
the sea of benches and desks. I did not notice which side faces the the black
board, hence I was not able to pin point which is the first bench. Of course
the students were facing west side of my view, which means, that is where
the raised platform should be. But still, something was strange, that is not
the place I should sit.
I was suddenly
reminded of my bus journey while coming to the school. The bus driver was a
Chinese. He was
not Chinese, how stupid of me. He was having mongoloid features. I guess he was from north east. But I felt that he was from Philippines. Don’t
ask me why, I have no answers. The bus driver was manoeuvring the vehicle with
extreme expertise or so I would like to believe.
He twisted and
turned the steering like it was some feather touch, flying broomstick we hear
about in the Harry Potter series. He was riding through a flyover, and what a
flyover it was! It was as if , all the fly over-s in the world had come together
for a symposium and blended into each other and reshaped themselves to form one
mega flyover with lot of paths around a central circular path.
The Philippine
twisted the bus, turned it vigorously left and right. It was a close shave when
he accurately drove the bus into the narrowest of the flyover path. One small
shift in position, the entire bus would have collided into the wall. Strangely
I did not feel the physical movement of the bus. The inertia was not in action.
Physics was immaterial.
Like in a
roller coaster, the bus started moving down along a steeply sloped roadway. There
were lot of turnings too. Finally he reached an underground space, where all the vehicles - cars
, bikes, cycles and buses - were parked. I fail to recall how I had reached from that
place to my class room. I am not dripping now, but the wet socks are still a
disturbance.
I was not sure
if I had entered the correct class room. For one, How is it that I don’t even know a single
person in my own school? That is impossible. And to top it, a Prasad look-alike
is also here. Something is very strange. I searched for Prasad, he was there,
sitting with another guy on his left a girl to his right. I cursed him mentally
for not accompanying me. But he doesn’t recognise me. He is not Prasad, he is
not bound to be with me. Duh!
I went out of
the room since I felt suffocated. I saw Anita Surendran teacher enter the class
room through a door at the front. I realized then, that the class room had two doors - one at the front and another at the back. She entered and started speaking something,
but I was out by that time. Strange, are they teaching Malayalam in Tamil Nadu?
And the number of students here, to study Malayalam, is also unbelievable high. Very strange.
I walked from
one end of the corridor to the other. I caught a glimpse of the staff room,
where I used to enter freely, as if I owned the place. I felt nothing now. Nil.
Then I decided
to enter the class room. I could see that she is talking something, but I can’t
hear her. Her voice is like some echo, which has faded away but is still
lingering. When I ask her to excuse me for being late and enter the class room,
she stops talking and ask me to come near her.
“Do you know
that this is the first day of this year? Even I have a son. He goes to the
classes on time, if not early. Why can’t ....” The voice drifted away. I can
see her talking, I am unable to listen to her. She keeps her book on the table.
It is curved because she had been holding it as if it is some stupid cylinder. I hate
it, when people do that. Books are rectangular. Don’t treat them like cylinders.
They would be hurt.
The bell
rings, she is out even before I know it, so are the students. I see Prasad, he
has gone away. There are still some students who are strangers here. I don’t
feel like talking to any of them. I start crying. No it is not some desperate
drama-esque crying. I felt like crying. So I am. Also, I have read somewhere
that crying is good for eyes as it removes the impurities. If it’s true, at least
something good is happening.
First Published in - Let The Sleeping Dragons Lie